All right, I’m pretty sure I see this in every journal that I write but it’s been a few months since I have made an entry. Since my last entry, I had a total of six dates with Kylie, then she started the winter semester and cut contact with me. I wasn’t all that hurt though. I found myself not forcing any attraction and I was OK with ending it. about two weeks ago I matched with Hannah on Mutual. We have been on three dates since. We have much more in common than I did with Kylie. Unfortunately, even though we’ve been on these dates, which were fun, I am also not finding myself physically attracted to her. We have linked on Discord and we chat nearly every day though.
As the weeks and months go by, I am finding myself more focused on the idea of dating and finding a girlfriend. Even though that’s been on my mind for quite a long time, it seems that I am just getting older without making any progress towards that front. My biggest struggle is just getting girls to match with me on any dating app. All of my profiles are immaculate as far as I can tell.