Category: Emotion – Love
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Valentine’s Day without a Valentine
I’m honestly a little bummed that things haven’t progressed with Hannah. I was hoping that I was going to have a Valentine by this point. I bought her this custom Pokémon card but couldn’t bring myself to give it to her after last weeks messages and yesterday’s letdown, trying to buy her a gift.
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Feeling content
I am writing this sitting in my Jacuzzi in the backyard at 25°. I don’t know if I have written in this journal yet about the Jacuzzi that I built, but the house that I rent doesn’t allow bodies of water bigger than a bathtub. I went to tractor supply and bought a fiberglass horse…
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Longing for Touch
I am sitting at home alone tonight feeling a little lonely. I realize that it has been a very, very long time since I was last touched in a way that felt loving. The only thing that I’m wishing for at the moment is for someone to just sit here and hold my hand. That…
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Dating on the Mind
I got a match with a girl on Mutual today! I must say that makes me very happy. This makes number 3 for girls who liked me and number 2 for whom I’ve chatted with. She has a bachelors from BYU in art. I’ve only had one or two texts back-and-forth, but she seems very…