Category: Emotion – Sad – Lonely
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Another 4th of July
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Valentine’s Day without a Valentine
I’m honestly a little bummed that things haven’t progressed with Hannah. I was hoping that I was going to have a Valentine by this point. I bought her this custom Pokémon card but couldn’t bring myself to give it to her after last weeks messages and yesterday’s letdown, trying to buy her a gift.
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A Light Touch
Today I went to Maverik’s Lake Day event. I rode the jet skis with a few people but I also rode tandem with Mariela. I don’t think I have written about Mariela here yet but she was a girl that I worked with on Maverik’s triage team about 5 years ago and liked me then.…
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Longing for Touch
I am sitting at home alone tonight feeling a little lonely. I realize that it has been a very, very long time since I was last touched in a way that felt loving. The only thing that I’m wishing for at the moment is for someone to just sit here and hold my hand. That…
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First Entry
[vc_row][vc_column width=”2/3″][vc_column_text]I am starting this journal sitting onto top of a hill in Eagle Mountain gazing out over the valley. One year ago today, I made myself a goal that the next year I came up here, I would have a girlfriend here beside me. Unfortunately, that goal wasn’t achieved. I am not super happy…