Category: Emotion – Sad
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Another 4th of July
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First Breakup…
Well, if you’ve read my past journal entries until this point, you might’ve seen this coming. Over the last three days of messaging, Hannah and I officially decided to see other people. Although I omitted the primary reasons for that decision from her, we both decided that only having two relationships apiece in the past…
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Valentine’s Day without a Valentine
I’m honestly a little bummed that things haven’t progressed with Hannah. I was hoping that I was going to have a Valentine by this point. I bought her this custom Pokémon card but couldn’t bring myself to give it to her after last weeks messages and yesterday’s letdown, trying to buy her a gift.
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Life and Death Update
About an hour after my previous post, I had an overwhelming urge to do some thing. I grabbed a moving blanket and headed back down to the ravine. I picked up the cat, wrapped it up in the blanket and set it in the back of my car. I called around to a few veterinarians…
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Life and Death
I just came across a sad sight and have to write what I am feeling. I left my house to run a couple errands and along the way to the main street is about a 4 foot deep drainage, ditch running alongside the road. In the middle of the stretch I saw what looked like…
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Impostor Syndrome
[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]So, I have come to the conclusion that I have a bit of a problem accepting compliments and praise. Now, this wasn’t a sudden realization, I have always known this. Throughout my life, I have always felt just a tinge inadequacy in what I do; which is why even minor criticism in my work always…
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Third date with Kylie
I’m sitting at Nori sushi at 9 pm right after my third date with Kylie. We went to the BYU life sciences museum and I actually had a good time but in sitting here a little distraught at the moment. I enjoyed Kylie’s presence tonight but I am not feeling a spark. I’ve often been…
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First Entry
[vc_row][vc_column width=”2/3″][vc_column_text]I am starting this journal sitting onto top of a hill in Eagle Mountain gazing out over the valley. One year ago today, I made myself a goal that the next year I came up here, I would have a girlfriend here beside me. Unfortunately, that goal wasn’t achieved. I am not super happy…